Week 11 Posting

This entire project has totally fucked up my normal writing process, I still listen to mellow music as I am typing and have to think things through a million times while I smoke my cigarette.  But usually when given the opportunity to write I can just write exactly what I feel or think and put in right into the paper, but with me having to take a closer look at something that I think is disgusting and keep my attitude to myself is damn near impossible.  I have to constantly remember to keep my feelings in check when working on this project, i just get fired up and go off on random tangents.  So yeah, this assignment has been kicking my ass.  Were any assignments unexpectedly easy?  I would have to say no.  I mean these blogs are somewhat easy, but for an english class I always felt like I could bullshit my way through it but with this project I really really cant.  Why do we write?  I guess I would have to say its because we have emotion, feelings, and beliefs that we need to get out and what a better way then to right them down so we can have them forever!  I think we write to share our emotions, feelings, and beliefs.  The roles of writing play little in mylife right now, just mostly English.  But in the future I intend on doing alot of psych research and I will have to be doing a great deal of writing so i can keep my thoughts and observations straight.  So the future looks brighter for my pen.